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Wednesday, March 21, 2012
14/03 That was your first words to me, Because you thought I was from China. Turns out my Chinese ain't that fantastic after all. And when I turned to face you, Where the voice came from, I saw your smile and I knew immediately I was hooked. Hooked to you. You and your mega watt smile. Then we talked and it turns out that you lived quite near me, In the same east region. 19/03 We lunched together, Found out you were attached. Ouch. 21/03 Being the klutz I always am, I accidentally bumped the end of the tray into your butt. Heh. That aside, Afterwards I was made to wipe utensils with you. Just me and you. Talked and found out that you might have to do CWO for the next two weeks, Which meant only one thing. I would most probably not be able to see you at work anymore. Which also translates into the fact that I might never see you again. I don't have your number, No contact, Nothing. Zero. Nada. Zilch. The men's dressing room was before the women's. So you would enter your dressing room before I do. And since you were walking in front of me, I thought I won't see your face again. I won't turn back. But you called after me, Said bye. And you had to wave and smile. I knew I fell deeper. Then when I exit the dressing room, I thought I would not see you because girls usually take a longer time to change compared to guys. But I did, Again. Then before the MRT station, I saw you walk away, With whom I guess is your girlfriend.. Oh well. I know I'm just a friend of yours and nothing more can happen. Tell my heart that. Tuesday, March 13, 2012 Reasons why I'm simply overjoyed. I went shopping yesterday! YAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYY! I bought a bag from Isetan for $45.90. A pair of shoes from Cotton On at $34.95. And a wallet supposedly made from full leather at $8.90! HOW CAN I NOT BE HAPPY YOU TELL ME. Thanks mummy for going shopping with me! Saturday, March 10, 2012 I really am very tempted to hug you and tell you how much it hurts me to see those self inflicted wounds on your arms. I really am very tempted to tell you that I care for you and that's pretty much the last thing I want you to do. I really am very tempted to tell you that you can always confide in me or anyone else if there's something bothering you. Anything but that. It ain't one or two, but countless number of wounds there. Just the thought of it makes me want to cry. Please love yourself and your body, for there are others out there loves you. Cherish yourself. Sunday, March 4, 2012 I just wrote a super long post, But I think I'd be too insensitive if I posted it. So yeah. I really regret opening up my twitter circle to someone from my future polytechnic. It's like, I want to tweet something so badly, But that person barely knows me, So I sort of can't tweet because I'd be judged for it. And my tweets aren't all fanciful. Sometimes I'm ranting about someone whom I can't stand and everything. And first impressions kind of count. Now I no longer am able to be at peace in twitter. At least I have my old fellow blogger. Talking about this, I think my future polytechnic mates are kind of, If not VERY immature. The girls talk like bimbos and the guys talk like well.. Guy bimbos. Or whatever you call it. Maybe not ALL, But most. My Xinmin peeps seems to be the most sane. And did I mention that I can't stand lousy English? Sure, It's not like my English is perfect, Or anywhere near there, But at least it's understandable. Some people from my future polytechnic talk like they are some sort of an 'ah beng' and I'm all.. FOR GOODNESS SAKE SHUTTHEFUCKUP. People with broken English, IRKS ME. So do people who are extremely uncouth. Once again, I'm not the most feminine lady on earth, BUT AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE PROPERLY WHEN IN PUBLIC RIGHT. Enough for today. Monday, February 27, 2012 Got my enrolment package and it got me thinking about the future. It states in there that there's this SP scholarship where people who are eligible will be notified. Criteria? O level 12 points or less. CCA grade B3 and above. Good leadership skills and good conduct. So I meet all the tangible criteria, Left with the intangible ones. Really hope I'd qualify. That way my parents don't have to pay for me and I'd be responsible for myself. There's also this thing called the diploma plus, Where I get to study some modules from a different course. Really interested, So I can boost my portfolio. I want and need to make it to the university. And I'd do anything to get in. Please let this determination last. Please. Saturday, February 18, 2012 Worked as housekeeping in MBS! Worked at Tower 2 on Tuesday and Tower 3 on Friday. Work wasn't very pleasant on Friday but I shan't talk too much about it. I have to say if I have the money, I would stay at MBS! Not only are the rooms lovely, It's the breathtaking view you get that's to die for. Think I'm kidding? Then check out the photos I took during my free time! I can't help smiling whenever I look out of the windows. It's that mesmerising. And that's exactly the reason why I'm working as housekeeping again next week!            |
JIAQI♥ " she's just a little girl, with many many sides. sick and tired of explaining herself, sometimes raising the white flag seemed so tempting. but oh no, she's not going to give up. never." and what she wants. her name is none other than Jiaqi, as stated above. she first saw what the world was like on 30111995. yes, from the date, she's 16. She lost herself. Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to. Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be. Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest. Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression. Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to. Day 23 - the last person you kissed. Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory. Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times. Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to. Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day. Day 28 - someone that changed your life. Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. Sorry but I am a pretty egoistic bitch. private♥ Tumblr♥ Class Blog March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 |